Hello! My internet came back unexpectedly, much to my relief. I thought I was going to have to take my hot spot to Verizon to get it checked out. I haven't been able to get to that town in well over a month now. Thanks to Squirrel for passing along my message, and thanks for all of your kind comments, thoughts, and prayers. It has been a rough week for me. By the time the drops-related migraine left me, I had another kind of misery in full force: coughing, sinuses screaming all over my face, ears with touch and go pain, sharp, piercing pains on each side of my head, post nasal drip gushing, chills and fever off and on, queasy stomach (after the migraine had already had me throw up till there was nothing left in my stomach besides the water I forced myself to drink to avoid dry heaves). I hardly got out of bed except to go to the bathroom. I was too weak and shaky to do much else. Didn't even turn on my tv for a few days.
I turned some kind of corner yesterday. All of it was milder but after several days in bed and very little food, I found I had lost six pounds and was still woozy. I didn't have any weight to begin with, for reserve. I'd been sleeping propped up on the couch so last night I slept in the bed and woke up this morning feeling like maybe I was finally over it. Didn't take long out of bed to find out otherwise. I guess it's going to take awhile to get over whatever I've had. But I do have some appetite back and today I cooked a chicken breast in some water and ate a little of it and drank a cup of the broth. Had a poached egg for breakfast.
I did take hot showers during this time (it was the only thing soothing) and thank goodness for the walk-in shower and all the grab bars I had installed for my husband a few years ago! It will be a week tomorrow since I've been to the nursing home. Husband has called twice. The first time, he was confused and sounded a bit troubled but the last time, he seemed alert and upbeat so that put my mind more at ease. He even knew my phone number and repeated it several times and was so pleased with himself for remembering it.
I don't know what I'm going to do about this eye thing. I have to get the surgery done because my vision has gotten even worse in the past few weeks. I'm having trouble reading my computer screen and seeing the tv. It is a strain and is stressful to struggle with it. But I cannot put myself through the ordeal of the drops again and I know now I would be too sick from them on the day of the surgery and no way could I continue using them for another two weeks, even if I got that far. Poirot, you said you got the drops only on the day of the surgery. I don't know if that is like the option that was mentioned to me, where they inject the drops into the eye before the surgery, but I will probably take this option because I don't think there is any other way. (I've had a reservation about it, which I won't go into right now). I suspect it will make me sick anyway but at least I wouldn't have to come home and try to cope with more drops while sick. I need to put the surgery on hold and go back in and see the doctor and discuss all this with him. It has all been a complete nightmare.
Also, I usually have my tax stuff ready for the March appointment with the accountant by now but haven't really gotten started due to the difficulty reading and all the things that have come up. Not sure how I'm going to get that done. Wish I could get a copy of everything all laid out like Squirrel mentioned, but I have to go through all kinds of receipts and a wide variety of other documentation and get it all organized. It will get done somehow--no choice.
I apologize for writing such a long post. I may not be posting as much for a while (am I hearing sighs of relief?) due to the eye strain but I will try to read about all of you each day and no doubt I will say more than anybody ever wanted to know. Love to all of you.