Good morning, friends and so much to get caught up on. I've seen a few things with Manda that I hope got resolved or is in the process of being resolved. I read that many of you were pretty excited about Downton Abby being released over the weekend. I hope you all enjoyed that.
Life has been a mixed bag this last little while. I returned to work on September 9, 2019 after being on vacation for a few weeks, had a short call with my regional director about the allegations against me, told her I would not be turning to her for any support whatsoever as I do not know where she stands in this whole mess and that it was to be confidential. Every person she spoke with in our office that had allegations against them, she has been met with some pretty cold responses due to her lack of standing up for employees that have proven themselves and that we just do not trust her. I was having trouble focusing, found myself getting very agitated and anxious, spoke to my manager and told him I was going to see my doctor and that I would be requesting a note for the next two days as I was going to be on vacation again from September 12 to 16th. My doctor gave me a note excusing me from work for two weeks, I was to respond to the allegations, see a counsellor and see him again, which I did all that. I came into the office last week Tuesday and responded to the allegations. I was very calm, rational, logical and felt it went well. I felt heard and after he stopped recording, he told me that others confirmed and validated the same things I said.
What is so dumb about this all, is in the end, there are no repercussions IF there has been a determination of workplace violence and except for a seminar and I asked what are the consequences to her if a determination has been found that that there is no validity to her allegations of harassment harassment. WOW!!! Guess what?!? there are NO consequences to her making these allegations even if it's been determined there are lies or a move to deceive, because........wait for it...............SHE believes these things. So basically, she can say whatever she wants made up or not and because SHE believes them, no action can be brought against her. Such a waste of everyone's time, unnecessary stress. So I guess we wait until the report comes out and go from there.
After I responded to the allegations, our friend's father contacted us from Montreal and asked us to check on his son, who is one of our best friends. He hadn't been in a good place as of late so I went over and spent the afternoon with him, brought him back to our place where Mike hung out with him. He was close to attempting suicide so we've been in contact with him everyday, made sure he had groceries, and just trying to be there for him and give his parents some peace of mind. We were able to get him to contact the Distress Centre to talk to someone if he needs to and for resources for counselling.
So it really hasn't been the most relaxing stress free time off that it was supposed to be. Add into a little riff with my mother who insists on calling Mike and I on the anniversary of the day we were attacked every year despite our requests that while we appreciate her love and support she may want to talk to someone about this because she keeps the newspaper article of the attack and she has it marked on her calendar. As indirect words regarding our displeasure that she has not been able to let this go, my words a little more direct this time and ended up apologizing for my outburst but that I still felt the same way.
Now I'm back to work and feeling kind of blah. It was not all negative though. We had a great camping trip with our friend from the Netherlands, Mike and I saw the play Noise Off which was my birthday gift to him, then on Saturday we went out to my cousins' ranch for a pig roast party. There were musicians, skeet shooting going on , games on the lawn, horse rides. Was a really nice night. And now we are planning our Halloween party which is a nice distraction.
Hope you're all doing well, have a good day and I'll need to spend some time getting caught up on all of you.